​Namaste -

Which do you have *self* worth or Self Worth? The first is 
based on the mask constructed honed and held in place by an 
ego that seeks the approval of society aka others for it's self worth. 
While balanced and grounded Self Worth comes from the Honest 
Internal Integrity that has thrown the door open to genuineness.

A constructed image has a mask of fear at it's helm and with 
that there is no peace. Society may judge and eventually abandon 
but genuine Self Worth has a rock solid core which is unshakeable 
and freeing. How can Honesty, Integrity, and Transparency that is 
genuinely held to and walked lead to anything other than a freeing 
up from the demons of a falsely constructed * self worth*.

When one rather seeks the approval of society based on an *image* 
one is attempting to put forward as a false front and trying to hold 
as a mask to the world then one is entertaining the demons of 
unworthiness and lack plus a whole other host of nasty uglies behind 
the scenes that are driving one in an unproductive circle of hurt. SELF 
Worth needs no masks as the beauty of being a Genuine Sacred Being 
is shining forth within the actions of Honesty, Integrity, and Transparency 
of a simplistic nature. Now talk about going green. Holistic and you just 
can't get any more pure and clean than that. Talk about a breath of fresh 
aire. No constrictions - No games just Reality at the helm. 

If you need to protect something in a less than stellar, dishonest 
manner then HOW can one say they are living freely ? How can that 
one claim any SELF Worth ? Are you kidding yourself and perpetuating 
pain OR are you ready to turn a corner into meeting the Genuine Sacred 
Being that you can be and ARE at the core level. Time to remove the 
constructs of falseness the little white lies one engages in to keep 
themselves safe. As there is NO Safety in them at all they are simply a 
more extended prison of falseness.

The ego can want to make its self look good on paper or with the 
neighbors or go along with the popular spin that is engaged in but 
comes from anything other than what stems from genuine Self Worth.

Just look at the damage such as sexual impropriety which is widely 
touted as just fine in society now. Look at drinking and drugging. Look 
at the *games* and movies of violence being sold to children and how 
do ANY of these things stem from or turn one towards genuine Self Worth. 
The list is endless. The cheating your boss or turning a blind eye or self 
justifying actions which one KNOWS at the core level is just simply not 
coming from integrity. These things WILL grate on one and bring nothing 
but suffering along with them. Do you REALLY want to continue to construct 
a cycle of suffering OR are you ready to turn the corner to develop FREEDOM 
and to find the key to take off the shackles you have constructed and weigh 
you down ? 


OM Shanti

​Guru may I ask you a question?
9:11am
Namaste - 
What is the question ?
9:13am
Namaste the question is pertaining to childhood molestation not having a concious 
memory of it --but being told that was--and having dark sexual thoughts. Is this possible? 
Could ego be projecting out to people because does want to feel the emotions of molestion to heal?
9:14am
So you are running your life around something that one has no direct knowledge of ? 
and who has told you this thing ? 
9:15am
about 5 different healers
9:15am
How was it BEFORE you heard this. 
9:15am
clear 
9:15am
healers my foot. 
they are perpetrators of illness 
9:15am
thank you 
To bad 
Why did you go to these *healers* to begin with ? 
9:17am
feared sexual illness i think was the underlying cause
9:17am
* Feared * and this is based on what ? 
See they took your fear and ran with it, securing a drama that had 
no genuine relevance and put you in even deeper suffering ... and this is healing how ? 
9:18am
no Guru 
9:19am
No Guru what ? 
9:19am
its not healing 
9:19am
right. 
it has put you in a mindspin 
it has only secured this FEAR. 
9:21am
i do offer counseling 
for those not in florida sessions are usually done over skype 
9:25am
If interested in counseling you could check out WWW.LivingCure.Com
Am in the process of getting ready to write a book to revolutionize therapy. 
9:26am
will look into Namaste clarity much appreciated
9:27am
Just don't run your life around a fear of something that has no genuine 
reality. one CAN develop it into an ill-ness 
9:28am
there is no need to do so. 
It's time to look deeper and untie the knots. 
OM Shanti 
9:28am
Namaste