Sexual abuse - real or fabricated?

​Guru may I ask you a question?
9:11am
Namaste - 
What is the question ?
9:13am
Namaste the question is pertaining to childhood molestation not having a concious 
memory of it --but being told that was--and having dark sexual thoughts. Is this possible? 
Could ego be projecting out to people because does want to feel the emotions of molestion to heal?
9:14am
So you are running your life around something that one has no direct knowledge of ? 
and who has told you this thing ? 
9:15am
about 5 different healers
9:15am
How was it BEFORE you heard this. 
9:15am
clear 
9:15am
healers my foot. 
they are perpetrators of illness 
9:15am
thank you 
To bad 
Why did you go to these *healers* to begin with ? 
9:17am
feared sexual illness i think was the underlying cause
9:17am
* Feared * and this is based on what ? 
See they took your fear and ran with it, securing a drama that had 
no genuine relevance and put you in even deeper suffering ... and this is healing how ? 
9:18am
no Guru 
9:19am
No Guru what ? 
9:19am
its not healing 
9:19am
right. 
it has put you in a mindspin 
it has only secured this FEAR. 
9:21am
i do offer counseling 
for those not in florida sessions are usually done over skype 
9:25am
If interested in counseling you could check out WWW.LivingCure.Com
Am in the process of getting ready to write a book to revolutionize therapy. 
9:26am
will look into Namaste clarity much appreciated
9:27am
Just don't run your life around a fear of something that has no genuine 
reality. one CAN develop it into an ill-ness 
9:28am
there is no need to do so. 
It's time to look deeper and untie the knots. 
OM Shanti 
9:28am
Namaste