When Sages Fall - when Full Realization is not secured.

Namaste 
It is a very sad day when a Guru has a Sadahaka that goes 
so far along the way then falls into delusion again... And 
so this is the perfect time to talk about what it takes to 
enter Full Realization... 
Full Realization is ONLY Full Realization when the moving 
mind has died and been fully submerged in the Unchanging 
IS... Until that point one may have glimpsed the Absolute 
and may be in and out of Non-duality to Duality swinging 
back and forth like a pendulum... Moments of Clarity 
but then mind rises and another wash of mental debris 
covers the clarity.. Once the Absolute is glimpsed it may 
be recalled and spoken of ... This does not mean that it is 
fully present as a Living Reality. 
What can happen is the worst of scenarios --- Absolute may 
be glimpsed and the swinging back and forth may take place 
with a spiritual ego arising... This is the most difficult ego to 
cut through... For now it is off to save the world and give it's 
very **special ** truth... There is at that point a running and 
chasing after (as has been said by our falling sage) an attempt 
to stabalize by reading unauthorized texts. This only serves 
to feed the spiritual ego rather than cutting it at the roots... 
Any Intellectual knowledge isn't going to bouy up Truth that 
is beyond the intellectual holdings... Truth is the Unknowing 
beyond knowing... It is like Intellect stripped bare of all it's 
collected ideas and ideals - Primal - Pure - Without content... 
One is not finished with the path when things recede having 
glimpsed the Absolute Truth... The ME may appear to be dead 
but has only receded temporarily and may reemerge with mind 
that again begins to move and create looking to sustain this 
Bliss and Truth... Glimpsing the Truth This is only the Starting point. 
UNTIL a Nirvikalpa Sahaja Samadhi remains it is not Full 
Realization... The Most UNFORTUNATE thing is that the 
one that has had this temporary abidance may now enter 
that time of Everything is Illusion - There is nothing to get -- 
Nowhere to go... NeoAdvaita speak will arise to fuel their 
agenda of self talk that they are done... They may fool 
others for a time... But time will tell... Yes all go through 
this transient stage of All the world is an illusion... But this 
gives way to it coming back into view as Reality and NOT Two - 
Not Two... When this doesn't come back into view then 
there is yet further to go --- more to be cut... 
All one can do as a Guru is to give the Truth of the situation 
to that Sadhaka... They choose to either stay or to follow 
that blissfulness that is held with effort... The Bliss of 
Full Realization is a subtle thing --- Unwavering Stillness 
that the world rises within and dances for... Just as 
Shakti danced for Shiva... The world dances before 
Realization but there is no confusion that remains.... 
The worst thing to see is when spiritual pride and that 
spiritual ego rises up and supplants Guru and the 
Wisdom that is attempting to be imparted... There 
is a lesson in this --- don't stop half way... Don't 
come to the point of glimpsing Reality and then turn 
a blind eye and ear to Guru's promptings which are 
only to be given for the benefit of your path... Don't 
chase after unauthorized material and wind up in a 
confusion for as long as there is yet a moving mind 
in play --- there is yet ego that is filtering and 
skewing truth into what it is most inclined to hear 
and then disregarding that which needs to be heard... 
Om Shanti